A THING CALLED HEART!
How many times have u faced ignorance? How many times have u seen people behaving indifferently with u? How many times u know the reality but is afraid to utter it, just because u cannot risk what is unlikely to happen for something?....
The answers to all the above questions and yes obviously more... Lie all within something known as HEART!!.... all the ignorance...., the indifferent behavior,.... The reality.... All of these are stored in ur heart.... All u need to do is just accept it and speak out loud for nothing is greater than ur self respect...... This is what people say when u express wht u have got in ur heart..... But do we actually confess it? Do we actually try to face the reality....?.... NO,we do not.... And that is why i am forced to write this blog since even i lack the courage to speak up, for i cannot lose what i have gained in my life...
Wht my heart has with it is only known to me and nobody else.... So how do people can even decide that their actions are not affecting me.... Its only my heart who knows how low i feel, when people whom i trust and think will never betray me... Are the only ones behind it.... How lonely does it feel, its not even near to expressing it.... It is my heart which knows what u r doing to me but never wants to say a word, since my love for u is greater than my ego.....i also want a person who can make me feel special even when i dont feel so even in the smallest possible way,... But unfortunately nobody knows it....there is still a portion in my heart which wanna share everything with u, but still there is nobody to listen to it..... There remains a portion which still wants to ask u questions.... Even though The answers to which i know will make me unhappy and sad.... The heart is the only one who knows that it cries on nights even when u sleep unaware of what i went through, in the entire day....
There still remains a part of my heart which hopes to hear a thank you for all the sacrifices i make... A portion which wants to hear that u cannot afford to lose me.... A portion which hopes that i mean something to u... A portion which still waits for u to make me realize that i hold an important position in ur life.... A portion of the heart which has shed uncountable tears..... A portion which misses the company of peope!.....A portion which wants you to know that i have already gone through a tough time in my life and now cannot afford to lose the people who are close to me... A portion which knows that u always discourage me but still wants to hear the words coming from your mouth.... A portion which cares and loves u and forces me to always give u a chance even after seeing my self respect go down... A portion which wants care, respect, love, importance,which feels jealous when u talk to everybody except me......
And since i have used 'you' in my blog that does not include a particular person, but it includes all the people i have in my life who don't know that there is a thing called, heart in me also..!!!!
How many times have u faced ignorance? How many times have u seen people behaving indifferently with u? How many times u know the reality but is afraid to utter it, just because u cannot risk what is unlikely to happen for something?....
The answers to all the above questions and yes obviously more... Lie all within something known as HEART!!.... all the ignorance...., the indifferent behavior,.... The reality.... All of these are stored in ur heart.... All u need to do is just accept it and speak out loud for nothing is greater than ur self respect...... This is what people say when u express wht u have got in ur heart..... But do we actually confess it? Do we actually try to face the reality....?.... NO,we do not.... And that is why i am forced to write this blog since even i lack the courage to speak up, for i cannot lose what i have gained in my life...
Wht my heart has with it is only known to me and nobody else.... So how do people can even decide that their actions are not affecting me.... Its only my heart who knows how low i feel, when people whom i trust and think will never betray me... Are the only ones behind it.... How lonely does it feel, its not even near to expressing it.... It is my heart which knows what u r doing to me but never wants to say a word, since my love for u is greater than my ego.....i also want a person who can make me feel special even when i dont feel so even in the smallest possible way,... But unfortunately nobody knows it....there is still a portion in my heart which wanna share everything with u, but still there is nobody to listen to it..... There remains a portion which still wants to ask u questions.... Even though The answers to which i know will make me unhappy and sad.... The heart is the only one who knows that it cries on nights even when u sleep unaware of what i went through, in the entire day....
There still remains a part of my heart which hopes to hear a thank you for all the sacrifices i make... A portion which wants to hear that u cannot afford to lose me.... A portion which hopes that i mean something to u... A portion which still waits for u to make me realize that i hold an important position in ur life.... A portion of the heart which has shed uncountable tears..... A portion which misses the company of peope!.....A portion which wants you to know that i have already gone through a tough time in my life and now cannot afford to lose the people who are close to me... A portion which knows that u always discourage me but still wants to hear the words coming from your mouth.... A portion which cares and loves u and forces me to always give u a chance even after seeing my self respect go down... A portion which wants care, respect, love, importance,which feels jealous when u talk to everybody except me......
And since i have used 'you' in my blog that does not include a particular person, but it includes all the people i have in my life who don't know that there is a thing called, heart in me also..!!!!
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