The untold story

                   A THING CALLED HEART!  How many times have u faced ignorance? How many times have u seen people behaving indifferently with u? How many times u know the reality but is afraid to utter it, just because u cannot risk what is unlikely to happen for something?....       The answers to all the above questions and yes obviously more... Lie all within something known as HEART!!.... all the ignorance...., the indifferent behavior,.... The reality.... All of these are stored in ur heart.... All u need to do is just accept it and speak out loud for nothing is greater than ur self respect...... This is what people say when u express wht u have got in ur heart..... But do we actually confess it? Do we actually try to face the reality....?.... NO,we do not.... And that is why i am forced to write this blog since even i lack the courage to speak up, for i cannot lose what i have gained in my life...   ...

                  FOR ONCE LISTEN TO ME!  I QUIT! , I GIVE UP! , I WANNA RUN!,THE SITUATIONS FRUSTRATE ME!... i wish i could find words which could define how frustrated i am.... These words come to my lips but remain unsaid just coz there is nobody who will even understand a bit of it... Not even my own parents....they think i am all cool and calm just coz i don't say anything... And think i am too aggressive when these words cannot remain unsaid.... Is Belonging to a middle class family so difficult..... So many financial problems.... So many issues.... There have been n no.of disputes regarding what should i wear....and this dispute gets so prolonged that even if we plan to go out, the tension between my mother and me rages so high that she is forced to cancel the plan and sit at home.. And all this coz of just one person...... ME!!... everytime they make me feel disgusted, they make me feel as if every bloody thing happening in th...

                        HEARTLESS I wasn't sure of what was going through. Did i make a mistake or really something else was disturbing you. I wanted to ask you, but u chose to keep silent. I wanted to read your silence but u chose to keep me away. I thought my presence was making you stronger but little did i know that my presence was the only thing which was making you weaker day by day.It was because of my presence that you wanted to quit your life, my presence left you in a guilt which couldn't help you do what you wanted to do. Your harsh words didn't hurt me, but even after saying those words when you still held your head high with pride, denying to agree what you did was wrong hurt more. Your sudden change in behavior hit me like a thunder bolt, words full of disrespect and ignorance, it pierced like a knife and my heart shed tears but you didn't even want to see them. I kept wondering was it only me who had to struggl...